Chapter 30.

I’ve officially been 30 years around the sun. It’s goodbye 20’s and hello to my 30’s. All of the good stuff. It’s truly a blessing to be here but I’m not going to lie, it feels surreal. (however, the body aches that I’ve been having is either because of motherhood or because I’ve hit 30 ) . I would have never thought I’d be in the place where I am now at 30 years old. But that’s life right? Life, will surprise you. 29 was a very long long long HARD year. So long that I didn’t think I would make it out. I call it my transition year. I spent my 29th birthday super pregnant having braxton hicks at home. Now I look at my daughter and think, wow, a year ago you were in my belly. This year was a blessing in disguise though. I tackled being pregnant during a global pandemic, becoming a mother to a beautiful baby girl and took the step of healing both my physical and spiritual self. I even self published two books on Amazon.

I had loads of fun in my 20’s and learned a lot of hard lessons as well. Surely, that’s what our 20’s are all about. Our 20’s are where we can make all of the ugly mistakes, to have fun, to explore life, to explore YOU. I surely am leaving my 20’s different then how I entered them. I’m exiting my 20’s a little heavier, with an almost one year old, slight depression, a decent job, consuming more vitamins and supplements, a love for all things spiritual and A HEART FULL OF GOLD. I’m settling into myself. I know what I like and what I don’t like. I’m sure of myself. This is the season of becoming. This is it.

I took this picture of the lake the other day during one of my mid morning walks. The weather was gloomy but yet it made this autumn walk even more beautiful. It was not too cold, nor was it too hot. It was just right. That’s how I feel in this moment, just right. Though there are 100 other things I wish I had accomplished by now, in this moment, I feel just right. I am content with my journey and am looking forward to discovering more about myself in my 30’s outside of being a new mama bear. I heard 30’s is where everything starts to feel good, and I am excited about this. Here’s to this beautiful new chapter of my life!

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